Sunday, February 13, 2005

Meeting Buttercup for the first time

How did it come about? Well me and Buttercup had been talking for sometime, It happened when Buttercup said she had not been out in sometime, Out and had fun. You know, having a laugh and a dance. Everytime she had been out was for a dinner, Then home. So it was then I said I would go over and take her out, No strings, That was on the Saturday, She just laughed and said ok, (she thinking it would never happen) I told her even if see didn't like what she seen, She could just walk away and l would take the next plane out. In my mind l had to meet her and see her, was she the woman l had fallen in love with? And was she real? We talked on the Sunday and l said the same again, She still laughed thinking it would never happen, Then Monday came, I had done it l had a flight to the USA, GOD l had done it. I was going to meet her , Well I was going to the USA what ever happened and l was going on Friday, In 4 days time, God if l could put into words just how happy l was.

Then starts the worry, Was she going to be there, Is this what I wanted, Yes l got scared. We talked every day, Me telling her l would be there, Her telling me she would be waiting at the airport for me. This was it we were going to meet, God l was so scared, But at the same time l couldn't wait. The next 4 days went so slow, Then when we talked we were both finding it hard to believe it was going to happen, Was l doing the right thing ? Well what l can tell you is in my heart there was no question, But people told me l was mad and l could see why they would think that. I was going all the way to the USA for 3 days to meet a woman l didn't really know, Take her out to dinner and a dance, What man does that? What person would do that? Well I asked myself all the same things, God l asked myself so many times and l came up with the same answer. The person l talked to on line , Talked to on the phone and seen on cam, I was in love with, I had to see if she was real, Plus for once in my life l was going with my heart. I even told her as much, I had to find out, if l did love her and l would know once we met.

GOD how time went slow, God l loved her so much. Then the day came I was on the plane, God I was so scared, Now I was on the 2nd plane, This was it, The plane was coming in to land, Was she going to be there ? Would she like me if she was? Would I like her ? Was she who she said she was? So many things going over and over in my mind.

Well getting off the plane now, This was it. Had a long walk from the plane, Well it seems like it. Coming up the stairs in the airport, she's there , That was it , My legs went, Such a long walk to get to her, My legs was going l was not going to make it to her. I wish I could put down in words just want happened to me. She was everything l had been dreaming about, The woman I was in love with was there and my legs was going to give way. So I just started to run, because l wouldn't fall over then, l could get to her, Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Yes I got to her, Ran right into her nearly knocking her over, So that was are first meeting, Me nearly knocking Buttercup over.

What l can say is l went with my feelings and my heart, Not with what people was telling me............John

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