Thursday, February 10, 2005

Talking to Buttercup for the first time

The first time I talked to Buttercup........Our chat lasted over 8 hours...I know people will not understand or may even laugh......But I loved her and I knew it. Can you love someone from just talking.....Well I did. I don't know how I knew I just did, I didn't know what she looked like .....Didn't even know what she sounded like...But I loved her. I was not looking for it or wanted it.....But I had just talked to the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I knew it......But I didn't know how I knew. She was the most wonderful, most warm and caring woman I had ever talked to.....The feeling I had from her was just so powerful...And I don't know were the love came from ....But it was there....It had always been there. I had always loved her, she was my dream woman and I just knew it. After talking to her, I talked to myself...Telling myself, I was mad and it couldn't be true.....I was fooling myself....Not only that how could it work...She's in the USA and you are in England....3500 miles....Who was I trying to fool, couldn't sleep. I had to talk to her again....I couldn't let go...ohhhh, I did try........But I just couldn't let go....In my mind, heart and soul I loved her and I knew it.

John

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