Love

Well now that I have found love........Why does the word love not seem the right word. The word love now seems too small a word.....What I have now with Buttercup, seems a lot more. Love just does not seem the right word, its too small a word. I am trying to tell her how I feel and love just does not say it enough. To find your soul mate and know in your mind, heart and soul that she's the right one. Its more than just love....Its your life, I would give my life for her in a moment, If I knew she would be happy for the rest of her life. Its not just about me anymore, I have someone I care about more than anything else in the world. The feelings for her are just so powerful. To have what we have now, I just wish everyone had it. The world would be a better place and I mean that from my heart. To wake up knowing I have someone as wonderful and special as she is, just takes my breath away and when I see her I just melt, every time, big smiles here just thinking about her. All I know now is what I have with Buttercup is more than love, I don't know what to call it, But just know she is part of me. I still sit and think about what we have and wish I could put it into words, but whatever word I use never ever seems big enough or the right one, because it's more, It's always more. You could say it's a never ever ending love, It's a love that just grows and grows. She has no idea that I am writing this. So to you Buttercup, I love you more than life. Just know that the feelings I have for you are never ever going to go away. That every day I will let you know just how much I adore you. So does anyone know what real love is? Well I just know we cant be far from it, to wake up and see her every day is my dream. Because to wake up and feel like you are in heaven every day...That's how I feel with Buttercup ....John